crazy, how life finds me at this moment in time. I hate posting these blogs. the negatively exhaling ones. the ones that sound like I'm in the depths of despair. I'm not. sometimes I like a negative thought pattern though. I don't think that's a bad thing. maybe it offers balance, a balance that I strive for. there's no easy way to describe how I ( Read more... )

you can open your mouth and mean for good to come from what is said, but in truth cause more harm than help ( Read more... )

three beers- one free.

the rain.

an uncharacteristic FUCK IT ALL!

10 minutes with you.

my acoustic guitar.

screaming made up, heartfelt lyrics.

this thing.

My Chemical Romance.

wanting to cry.

sleep.

- my evening........<----to personal for the lj?  whatever ( Read more... )

what a roller coaster were the past few days ( Read more... )

All this is flashy rhetoric about loving you
I have never had a selfless thought since I was born
I am a mercenary and self-seeking through and through
I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn

Peace, reassurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek
I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin
I talk of love- a scholar's parrot may talk Greek-
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kind of like sunshine. you know it's beautiful even though sometimes you'd rather  roll over and go back to sleep and avoid it.

But you need it.

oh the Bible and its little truths. predictions and what not. so much wrapped into 66 tiny books.

amor y paz.

gracias a ti.

yo necesito amigos o amigas que estan creyentes, y une iglesia buena ( Read more... )

yesterday I came home for my lunch break ( Read more... )

...I found this poem that I didn't understand when I first met it.
upon our second encounter I it came to life giving it this necessary personification.
I thik this is just a piece of it though. I will search for the rest or atleast a title. All I know
is that it is written by C. S. Lewis. It's so deeply personal:

All this is flashy rhetoric about ( Read more... )

This summer has been so good. Late nights filled with relaxation. I'm burning both ends of the candle as I write. I'll be up and at work around 6am. I have played my guitar often for an hour atleast for most days. Maybe a summer fling/ hook-up er whatev. Decided to keep my puppy. Although I know I am depriving myself of sleep I know that I'll be ok ( Read more... )