just a little insight on whats been going on with me, since i havent seen most of the handful of people still on livejournal in quite a while. you might not care but in case you do, here you go ( Read more... )

i had plans to be productive today. instead i chose to stay in bed playing video games til 8 pm amidst a few awkward phone conversations with paige. this whole situation just sucks. shes always looking to fight whenever we talk on the phone. i actually found myself making up an excuse to go just because i saw where the conversation was going ( Read more... )

i forgot this was here. ill probably pick this back up. ive been angsty lately so maybe itll be good for me. im leaving soon so any venting wisdom or mental vomit will have to wait til tomorrow.

this m-80 energy drink is actually pretty good...so much for sleeping tonight

i have great brothers. i have great friends. i have no money. i have an incredible girlfriend.

i need a job. i need a place to live. i need to work out some more. i need to get back into guitar. i need to drink less.

i want to go to sleep. i want warm weather.

peace out with your piece out

i barely write in this thing anymore. it seems like all my entries are from when im drunk or procrastinating. well, ill probably get back into the swing of things at some point, but today im writing in this to procrastinate. i should be working on my research paper that is due on thursday, i should be studying for my psychology final exam. ( Read more... )

i don't know if it's been said before, but i'll say it again

i love it here. things are great

the end

the bartender at lucilles digs me. i got a lot of free drinks. sehs cute too.

...captain clusterfuck

last night i noticed that the entire skyline had something to do with the bears. it was probably one of the coolest things ever.

the holidays taught me that my life is much more fragmented than it seems. my friends are at war with each other, i see my girlfriend once a week if im lucky, aside from my nuclear family my family is in shambles. the worst part is that i dont feel happiness anymore. each small touch of happiness is brushed aside with the realization that it ( Read more... )

ive definitely learned something during my time at home. there is not much to do. this worries me because up until this year i never had any problems finding things to keep me occupied. i dunno, just by talking to people here ive noticed that everyone is fragmented. people here have changed to the point where they arent even close to each other ( Read more... )