how long has it been since i last wrote in this? i dont even remember anymore. it feels like i'll go months without thinking about this old livejournal and then one day i'll be in a certain mood and wish i had something to write in, then remember i have this. things have been kind of pent up lately so this might be a long one ( Read more... )

i feel like i havent had much time to myself lately. like now. but i wanted to post in here. so yeah, hi. good to see that you guys havent died or anything. ill write a better one when i have like half an hour to kill

so i was at work until 6 am this morning all thanks to a stupid cover band who decided to play for nearly 4 hours straight and pass out in the green room. i was a damn robot by the end of the night ( Read more... )

i have a new goal. i will do a faithful recreation of this song on every instrument.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0KOfTV1dbc&feature=related

i don't care if it takes me the rest of my life.

i'm in love. it's as simple and as complicated as that.

it's a good feeling.

with every phone call from them i receive, i wonder if when i return home, i'll even have a home to come to...

in other news, my girlfriend's bedroom window is terrifying. not even 8 pounds of duct tape could keep that sucker in its frame.

so i've done a lot of thinking between now and my last post and i...feel better. i love how i can be in the most dismal mood ever, yet talking to her for 10 minutes gives me a 100% turnaround. i would attempt to describe how i feel, but as usual, other people express it better so yeah here's that.

Tonight, I'll be wiping my slate clean ( Read more... )

i need an outlet. since i am pretty sure the general public barely knows that i even have a livejournal, and i am completely certain that my mother(who has a facebook and if my status isnt all sunshine and rainbows, bombards me with a million questions) doesn't know about this, i am pretty safe venting here ( Read more... )

so, like an idiot i chose sleeping over making my life easier today. now i have a pile of work to do today if i'm to stand a chance during finals. way to go, jay. way to go.

i forgot i had this. i miss it so ill start writing in here again. i should be working on not failing this class i should be writing an essay for, but since everyone else is in summer and i am clearly unmotivated, im doing that summer survey that everyone is doing. ill write a real post later ( Read more... )