So despite the fact that I have to be at work in less than 8 hours, I'm clicking through my old entries....Jeezy Chreezy, I apologize for anyone who had to read a solid year's worth of shit about Jay.  For the record, things are good again, I learned over the last year and a half  not to make the same mistakes again...including whining over someone ( Read more... )

me: he looks like marilyn manson ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK IS MY PROBLEM?!?!?!?!
Why do I still care about this...I should have moved past this weeks ago.
I do it to myself.
Why must I be a Radiohead song?

-"You know what's always scared me?  When you go to a drive up ATM, there's braile on the buttons...does that mean blind people are driving?!?!?!"
-"Dude, they make all the ATMs the same....like the ones for inside the bank.  They don't make special drive-up ATMs."
-"Oh my God....you're right!  Thank you for clearing that up, that's been bothering me ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before ( Read more... )

Massive blowout with my parents tonight.

They wanted to talk about how depressed I've been.  True, I need to get help, but their smothering is making me feel worse, not better.  I know I need to go see a doctor, but by them harassing me about it daily, it's making me push it off.  They're pointing out all the symptoms that I have but I'm already ( Read more... )

Really mediocre night.  Shit went down that I don't even feel like getting into, but I'm really sad about it.  All I'll say is that the internet almost isn't worth all the trouble it can start ( Read more... )

I've made $7.84 on my blog so far since midnight last night.  That's pretty ballin'.  Check it out guitaristgurl613.blogspot.com
Please

guitaristgurl613.blogspot.com

a little bit more censored than what I put on here, so don't worry, loyal readers, I'll still be posting here on LJ for private matters

Worst.
Day.
Ever.
Nothing to do with the history of the day...just work BLEW. 
I was seriously suicidal while I was there.  I was plotting ways to end my life without leaving the building.