I want to sleep and dream of dancing monkeys. oh how wonderful that would be...

yes, I have nothing left to say...

Bowling was fun today. and sucky at the same time. My scores really sucked. My mind was in too many directions to pay enough attention to how i was bowling. Everyone else seemed to get depressed or quiet as well. But i still had fun and was glad to hang out with Bill, Ethelyn, and Danny. I am so tired though. I think I will go to bed now. I feel ( Read more... )

I feel depressed. (OMG!! WHATS NEW??) WHO THE FUCK CARES?!?? I feel so alone right now its not even funny. I tried calling like ten numbers (im exaggerating for effect..) but nobody was home. or were too busy to talk. and the few people that i was dying to talk to, i know i can't call them up... galkjdflkjds it is so fucked up. life is fucked up. ( Read more... )

so today at work was Kyle's last day. *tear* yes, kate and i cried. it was so sad. We will miss him mucho. Misty brought in a cake for him and the crew to eat. and cookies. I bought him a card. he read it and started tearing up!!! i gave him lots of hugs. he is going into the air force. *another tear ( Read more... )

you know how certain songs/bands have certain memories attached to them? yeah there was really no point to this question. im just hoping you guys can all relate. i guess i subconsciencly pick certain cd's out of my case to make myself break down. i have no idea why. i mean, i havent done it recently except last night when i knew i was already ( Read more... )

i am so bored. nobody is online at this hour. i can already tell that this will be a waste of an entry... meh ( Read more... )

the conversation literally went like this (no joke ( Read more... )

today was sooo much better of a day. it all depends on who ya work with. we were all complaining about cindy today.haha good times. last night i went to mcdonalds and ended up spending the night with kate and joel at her house and watched Clueless. hah best movie ever. i fell asleep during it htough because i was sooo incredibly tired that night. ( Read more... )

today was shit. work sucked. i was almost in tears by the time my half came around. Cindy is a bitch. what else is new? work sucked. i think i already said that ( Read more... )

last night was very difficult. my moods took a 180 degree turn faster than it has ever happened before. it was actually kind of frightening to me. i was laughing and cheerful, then -BAM!- sobbing my eyes out. Anxiety has won the battle once again ( Read more... )