I guess i am better off forgotten...seriously...shes so happy and im not even mentioned anymore and no reply from sms'. woohoo. bitch.

goddammit!!! here i go... every time i come on here i can't help myself. i just have to look at her journal and read what she has been writing about him. everyday i think im moving on but then i read her journal and it all starts over. why i do this to myself i dont know, i just can't help it. I went through a period of about a week and i didnt ( Read more... )

sorry i don't update often. I am online often just only to check emails etc so not on for long. Plus i don't really want to sit here and bitch about how shit im feeling. I know the internet is meant to be anonymous, and thats mainly why most of write stuff down on here. But, i don't know...just....argh...i give up...tooo tired and busy with work. ( Read more... )

Well, i actually talked to her last night. It was good. She sounded not happy but better i guess. Shes off her meds now. I hope she knows what shes doing. It sux for me cos i care for her so much i just want to help her. I know i can't though. I dont know what else to say, i love her and thats that. I will never stop loving her, i know that. i will ( Read more... )

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hey everyone...if there is an everyone?...well im in chch finally and ive got a flat and job yay just a tmp job tho...but im not complaining at $15.25 an hr so yeah ummmmm i dont know really what to say anymore but yeah i love my baby and sarah burdett (what a crap name) is an ugly lil gremlin w/no life and other sarah should text me back cos i ( Read more... )

well...im kinda tired...stayed up til bout 2.30am this morning talking to my baby which was really good...havent done that for a long time :)...but my lil shit of a brother woke me up at 7.30am this morning cos of his thumping down the hall when he walks...bout the whole paranoia / gf thing...well im tryin reallll hard not to be and i think its ( Read more... )

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