They say things happen for a reason and i tend to believe in most cases that is very true. I often wonder what it would be like to be someone else then realize its pointless to be someone else cause regardless we all have our own faults. (i have no idea where any of this is coming from). I cant wait for tonight to be over because im going to be ( Read more... )

It is scary to think and realize that now that im twenty years old im more scared of life than i have ever been. Now that im an adult i dont know how to act how to control myself and it scares the hell out of me. I dont want the adult responsibilities or the most the adult like relationships. I dont want to be bothered with the pressures of sex ( Read more... )

Its been awhile...

I feel like life and time is just flying right by and im slowly trying to take it all in but getting far behind, Lost in a trail maybe even in the wrong direction. Im unaware of where I will go, what I will become and that is of course a freightening thing isnt it? Just to not know anything of what you will be. Many times ive thought that I wanted ( Read more... )

"Dear mother nature ( Read more... )

I havent found the need to type in a journal for a very long time. it feels good to type in this little white box again and know that whatever im thinking will truley come out. I wonder if anyone uses livejournal anymore? I need to write something, I havent written any poetry or anything in a very long time and im starting to get the itch for it. I ( Read more... )

I wonder what it would be like not to feel. it would be like a careless day of laughter and sunshine..no one can have complete perfection in this world after all thats what makes us human right? it is true when saying our imperfections are what make us the unique individual we strive to be. as myself i am one of those overly emotional people, i ( Read more... )

I DID IT. i finally walked across the stage with the ugly red cap and gown on.

i guess its harder to feel the venom than the bite of the snake. as it flows through your blood Poisoning your thoughts. the true bite is deadly.

I cant feel

So i must say that it feels good to finally start to get my life back in order. im no longer sad about how progress is going and ive even managed to contact and hang out with people that i havent in awhile (dani wink wink) it was really great just sitting with a group of friends chatting over coffee. then stefan and i are cool again after one ( Read more... )