I'll be switching to a new journal soon.

And when we're done
Soul searching
As we carried the weight
And died for the cause
Is misery
Made beautiful
Right before our eyes
Will mercy be revealed
Or blind us where we stand

this morning dad called at 9 am to say he unscrewed my oil cap for me, so i just ended up getting up then.. (thinking i'd go back to bed but yeah..like that EVER happens.. anymore, i get up, well, i'm up ( Read more... )

i rented Hide and Seek to watch last weekend. its due back this coming Sunday. i started to watch it just now...alone..in the dark..in my room. now, normally, i do not really like this types of movies. i thought i would tempt it, need more variety lol..well now its like lightning/thundering so um.no. not watching the movie tonight at 2am alone ( Read more... )

i cant get the stupid oil cap off the oil thing in the car, and it needs oil, it is low, check oil light came on last night, could kind of hear a difference in the engine running. either its jammed or im not strong enough. even the neighbor gave it a try for me, she couldnt get it to budge either. mike, asleep in bed, asked me if i was turning it ( Read more... )

oil light came on in car on the way home. i gotta really check that one out.. thats not good to see at all. if its anything serious, oh well, i have no money, who knows what i will do, lol ( Read more... )

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i'm contemplating deleting this journal. i've had it going on 3 years now. i never look back at my entries anymore. i've changed a lot over the years... its as if none of that i want to truly remember, through words anymore? its gotten kinda boring and i just feel like i want to start everything over again. how i think/where i am/what im doing ( Read more... )