" However, it's the conversation and getting to know each other outside of the feeding that is a better determinant of whether or not a relationship will sustain. I can't really see a relationship having staying power if the ONLY thing the two share is a niche fetish. (a good fetish nevertheless :) " great comment/ reply! (relevant-to the point- ( Read more... )

Ok... I am feeling the first wave of nicotine fits coming on! LOL. So tempted to go buy a pack. I will try to do something more productive like go to the gym. (nice. I would go all the time if there was some way to check out yr brain at the door ( Read more... )

I am currently devouring the contents of a ONE pound box of MEXICAN COOKIES. I am not a gainer/feedee. But I understand why people tend to pack on the pounds when they go *cold_turkey with nicotine. I really don't feel like I need to have a ciggerette. But I have this overwhelming uncontrolable desire to do this nervous eating. Probably ( Read more... )

it is actually 552am sunday morning... so sleepy. Ended up taking mum to WALLY-world to stock up. We left very late in the evening...think we got home after midnite ( Read more... )

ok.. so much for the work out... did not go. I woke up with lower back pain. my mattres/bed is so old. need new one... managed to get out mid day and pay the fone bill and buy some MAC DONALDS gift certificates for my future feedee boyfriend in Florida. (he says I dont have to... but he knows I want to make my man FAT!) I sent him wendy's gift ( Read more... )

*Everyday I write the list of reasons I still believe they do exist... ( a thousand beautiful things) And even though its hard to see the glass is full and not half empty. ( a thousand beautiful things)

Ok...  I have gotten up a decent hour and am going to go work ( Read more... )

Drama... is over-rated. But it seems to follow me especially when I venture back into my *applicable local community. That would be with my gay brothers. Ya know, I take myself out of the mix and say fuck it. Then I think that I am short-changing myself out of fellowship with my beloved brothers. I understand that it is the same in every ( Read more... )

5am... tuesday morning... far from sleep... I am still up and at my computer... can't go to sleep obviously... (Ok.. I don't know where that come from but...(me and a gun-tori amosI could not find a better main avatar icon. So I picked this old tori ( Read more... )