i had a breakfast of chocolate cake, nicotine, and animal collective.
i just want to smoke constantly. and eat nothing. and wear everything.
and never be cold. and never be hurt. or jealous. or lied to. or anything.
is it so wrong to want someone that is completely devoted to you and you only?
whatever. life is dumb.

i like cigarettes.

I also had a dream that I was at Ryder's house and I was watching cartoons in Drake cuddled on my lap.

I feel so stuck. I know I'm doing this to myself. But I can't take the other option.

Ms. Topping asked to do my portrait after school today she did and I felt pretty.
The end.

I have an amazing boy.
Amen.

So this weekend was enlightening. And it's only Saturday. I just got home from Allison's a while ago.
She had a kickback last night with Phlip, Kiran, Eli and some other people that I don't know/remember. Actually I don't remember a lot of things. Best part of the night, hands down:
KIRAN'S FACE WAS ON FIRE.We were stoned and someone came up with ( Read more... )

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I had a dream that Kaitlin had a rocket ( Read more... )

I saw Ryder on Saturday. It was weird ( Read more... )

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I'm done.