and my heart really hurts.

Being rejected as a person really sucks, I don't recommend it to anyone. I really thought things would go over better in my head, real life not so much. I don't know why this is getting to me so bad, I can't even think about it without my eyes watering. I know people "hate" other people but to be truly and completely no nonsense, not the "love your ( Read more... )

The hardest day by far. I did not have enough lemonade for work. I finished my 32oz at 430. Don't get off work until 10. Boo. I knew I was going to need more. Other than that I've dropped 5lbs of water weight. I really couldn't believe it/still don't, I have never seen the scale move that many lbs. I drank the lemonade really fast today because I ( Read more... )

I made the lemonade a little too maple-y today.. Not as pleasant and it is so hard to continue to drink it bc I really am not a liquids kind of person, i am hardly thirsty. Ever. It really does suppress any kind of hunger feeling while still avoiding any hunger headache. My brain is just telling me to eat food for the heck of it. Hopefully tomorrow ( Read more... )

Ok so i cheated alittle on day one but surpriisingly did a lot better than i thought.. Lets see how day two goes. It will probably be easier since i have to work for 8 hrs of the day. Ugh i have to do laundry, i hate that shit. And i am only going to write in here for the purpose of recording the 10 days.

Hum waiting for 2009. Big things poppin in 09.
Kicking it off with an Austin trip on January 8th. I am excitedddd I need to get out of houston for a weekend. And get extremely hammered. U kno.

HPL is the best. I got free music and read alot of books.

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Guys with girlfriends should avoid talking to other girls. BAD NEWS BEARS. However, in this case, I have no interest in the person but I also have no interest in hearing about his girlfriend either.

Relationships are stupid. And I am not bitter. Jussayin.