I pretty much make myself cry.. i bring this upon myself. the choices i make... maybe im crazy to think he can actually change. I just want it so bad. I want him so bad to be different and to just treat me like i deserve to be treated... maybe i should just let him go... god its so hard. i really wish i had strength ( Read more... )

I did it i went jogging!!!! *pats back*

but whew im tired. now to try to get motivated to finish my homework... shit.

i want to learn how to salsa dance... dammit.

9 LASTS ( Read more... )

So school IS cool... i feel like im the only smart person in there... maybe im just being concieted.. eh. My science class is all about consumerism right now. Its kinda driving me nuts.. but hey i gotta sit through it... its all a contradiction. the people against marketing are marketing against marketing. Blah. And we have these seminars every ( Read more... )

Well i didnt get a chance to do my info... drives and coffeeeeeee mmmmm. my fingers are really cold and its hard to type. dang ( Read more... )

You know, its recently occured to me that ive been messing around with my settings and I havent updated once. Its amazing to me my last post was before I went to new york... crazy. I decided to re-livejournal again because theres too much going on and no where to scream. So I scream once again here ( Read more... )

i should invent a toaster that toasts bread in only 3 seconds... cause i dont like to wait for toast.

Man NEW YORK MAN. im packin today! im sooooo excited.
fuck.

shit to do.

wow... so when is the last time i updated... too lazy to check ( Read more... )

its been a while, oh yes ( Read more... )

so, i got pulled over for my first time on sunday night! it was pretty dang funny.... he thought i was drunk... now that is bad ( Read more... )