OMGGGGG !! i just found out one of my good friends had a baby ! omggggg CRAZY ... congrats tiffany!

sorry havnt updated... its still been kinna rough lately. One more week until school is out so thats one less thing that i will have to worry about. Im really excited because I deff brought all my grades up. All A's and one c..maybe soon to be b. (alg) ugh, hate math. I'm, also about to start my summer job. Im gonna be a lifeguard at the ymca... ( Read more... )

OH ME! DND's performance today was pretty good I think. well... idk about that , but I know I did really good. I wasn't nervous which was a plus and I didnt trip over any electrical cords! woohoo. OH MAN i saw bradly's tatt today..HOTT HOTT! hahaha. but I think that is Kristy's man ..or soon to be her man so I guess I shouldn't touch that haha. Why ( Read more... )

Thanx you guys for the support! i have just been a wreck please forgivE ? well i know things are bad right now but i guess this all really wont matter in the next ten years or so... when i can actually decide what I want to do with my life. It's just the waiting that sux! Its deff. not worth doin something stupid to myself over!*sigh* well i may go ( Read more... )

Im so torn. im so upset. i feel like i have nothing ... nothing left in my life. everything and anyone i have ever loved in my life has been takin away from me... my best friend.... my first love...my family... my self esteem... my fuckin dignity! just EVERYTHING! im so tired of dealing with everything by keeping it inside of me and waiting for ( Read more... )

man my life is really crappy right now....tryin to keep it kool but that is why i havn't been posting. Its mostly just the at home life. When im with friends i'm still having the time of my life. You're only gonna be young once so i cherish every moment regaurdless of all the crappy times i go through. I just dont understand why my family is so ( Read more... )

Sick party last night! Kyle is officially the man. I will deff. be there on Thursday.
I have a huge ass bruise on my leg and idk how it got there.
that kinna sux.
well thats about it. PEACE!

Good Friday woot...well today I deff slept in until about 11ish or 12 even though i didn't go out last night. (the friends blew me off) it got me kinna down. grrr.... well I lie, leighanne did save me and I went to the mall with her. It was fun I guess. I bought some fancy big sunglasses and some jewlery. yay. And I'm really happy for Leighanne ( Read more... )

im just tired and want to go to sleep .....

Today I just realized I have a huge crush on someone I used to actually disslike.. very much !! Hmm how to describe him ? Well, he is the kinna guy that will kick you, deliberately scribble on your paper, make fun of you constantly... well you get it. He is such an asshole, but for some crazy reason I just get butterflies when I'm around him and I ( Read more... )