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gummybear7272 Oct 09, 2005 21:10

yea it is a journal and you are supossed to write your thoughts and feelings and anything you want in it. Its yours to read your to write blah blah blah...all im saying is that all you guys ever write is depressing shit. theres no balance between the good and the bad you make your lives seem so sad and boring...and if this is truely your journal ( Read more... )

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gummybear7272 Oct 07, 2005 10:30

Why does everyone have to be so depressed? I dont know why I continue to read about all this shit. Its nobody in paticular just everyone. I only come on here when I'm bored enough to sit here and read about everyones depressing lives. Come on people seriously....your lives cant be that bad. I think half of you need to get out of your self pity and ( Read more... )

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gummybear7272 Sep 30, 2005 09:42

Yea so I absolutly cannot wait until tonight! I am so excited! But I feel like shit. I have felt such a burden for the last few weeks, more and more every day and I thought after last night I would feel better, but the truth is I still feel like shit. As soon as it was over I gave him a hug said I was sorry and left. I immediatly called Kristen ( Read more... )

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gummybear7272 Aug 10, 2005 16:50

I feel like a dumbass. I fucked up. I screwed myself over and the worst part is I knew it was going to happen but I did it anyways. I resisted and resisted and gave in. I shouldnt have. Then even after resisting but giving in I resisted some more. I set boundaries and put up walls, but even then I gave in. I let myself become one of them . One of ( Read more... )

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gummybear7272 Jul 13, 2005 14:16

I'm flattered....really I am, but sometimes I just wish it wasnt this way. You know what I mean? Im sure that if it was ever different I would be sitting here complaining that I want it to be the way it is now, but you know why can't it just be balanced? It's not like I'm asking life to be perfect how boring would that be? All I want is for things ( Read more... )