if only he knew haw far i moved on
he still fakes it
what can i do to see right through
the wall he puts up
is this it
is this the end

dont make me say goodbye
its diffrent for me
it hurts for me
goodbye is something ill never say

never say never
i tell myself

its says alot what you do ( Read more... )

its so like me to be like this and fall......not fall in a physical way but in a mental way.........i cant believe that after all this i just........i dont know

and so it has been said.....
i say hell with it all
do what you like and love it
i love you and you and you.....
thank you and have a good night
sweet dreams and let the stars be your light
and the moon be your song

just hearing you say you believe me is more than i could ever ask for
just hearing you say you love me is more than anything i could want

if only i could say i love you just one more time
if only you would let me have you just one more time
i would never be so foolish agian
i would never try to lose you again
i would take care of you baby

if only for a second more............

yeah so i got my licence umm on saturday and well its not as cool as i thought it would be plus no one was as excited as i was so it mad me feel really sad.........so yeah i just wish it could have been happier than it was but i guess that was the past

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so things are fine i guess and stuff ......i was looking over like old journal entries and i was like wow ummm.....im wierd and crazy about things lol yeah so i was thinking that i thank god for all the men in my life that were really crazy not only did they make life interesting but made me realize what i wanted in the man i wanted to spend the ( Read more... )

so i know i was a little enraged the other day i feel a little better now i just still have alot of things in my head and the things i felt were so true are just not owning up to that........its ok im not mad at the moment i really dont know how i feel i guess its just a bunch of emotions in one so yeah i dont know whats going to happen but im sure ( Read more... )

i just wish that i had the words....to tell you how i feel like really....i guess if i did they would go like this....at the moment i dont want to get married maybe ill feel different later but do you understand that your not supposed to feel like this at all you should never want to quit no matter how hard and thats what i want to do i dont want ( Read more... )