Well well, what do we have here?
General---Information
★ Name: SK.
★ Age: 19.
★ Gender: F.
★ Likes: Anime, manga, video games, cosplaying, taking pictures, roleplaying/LARP, music, drawing, board games, long coats, glasses, being massaged, hats, scarves, being complimented upon, my violin, cats, dragons, money, scaring people, my laptop, the internet, when plans go as planned.
★ Dislikes: Loud noises, crowds, insults towards me, idiots, bees, needles, talking on the phone to people I don't know, people thinking they know me in-and-out when they don't.
★ Hobbies, Interests, Talents: Drawing, roleplaying/LARPing, cosplaying, playing the violin, listening, dedication/loyalty to friends, typing, explaining things with LOGIC =D.
★ Describe yourself in three words: Reserved, obsessive, detached.
In--depth
★ Strong Points: Outwardly calm, good actor/can hide feelings well, skilled at light-hearted teasing amongst peers, can be friendly/kind but doesn't look like it at first glance, intelligent, good listener yet can be opinionated when need be, witty, very analytical, has a good balance of selflessness and self-centeredness, surprisingly can be very expressive/animated when in the right mood, pretty easy-going.
★ Weak Points: Inwardly emotional/mood-swingish, sometimes misses the more obvious things due to wanting to pick out small details, varying self-esteem (I can be on the high or low end, but rarely in the middle), jumps to conclusions, pessimistic, somewhat quiet yet can be very talkative when the subject is right, a bit blunt/critical, takes a long time to get to know me and earn my trust, sometimes awkward in personal situations and with people I don't know, distant, has been called "mean" multiple times, caring yet doesn't always show it (sometimes overprotective/secretly worries a lot for friends), doesn't get excited very often/finds it hard to be enthusiastic (not sure if that's a weakness, but it annoys other people for some reason), can be the dorkiest person, sometimes jokes around/teases at the wrong time, can be odd/a bit strange/creepy/silly if you catch me in the right mood, forgetful on things that I don't really care about, gets stuck in my mind a lot.
★ Fears: Bees, losing people close to me, being wrong, looking unintelligent or weak, public speaking, large/loud crowds, meeting new people, failure, dark alleys, being oblivious (say, I hurt someone's feelings and I have no idea; I bet it happens a lot), being called "rude" (there's something about that word that I detest, and I hope to never be labeled with it...), being looked down upon, rejection, being truly alone, being hated, someone thinking I'm not able to be counted on.
★ Goals in Life: As far as my plans for life go, it'd be nice if I could be remembered by someone or multiple people once I die. I don't want to be just "that one girl who liked anime". I also want to live an okay life without too much trouble, but hey, who doesn't want that?
Anyway, I want to graduate college with a full plan of what I want to do with my life, to live my life working for something I enjoy doing (would be nice if it were lucrative too), to cosplay as many people as I can, to live in the present moment, to make my family proud, and to be looked-up to by my younger siblings.
★ How do you perceive yourself? In all truth, a lot of times I feel like the fifth wheel to a car or the third wheel to a bicycle. I don't always seem to fit in, and I'm not sure why. I've analyzed this problem again and again, and I'm still unable to find a valid solution.
★ How do people perceive you? That's a very difficult question, as it's quite late and people I know that I could ask this question to are most likely already in bed.
★ What does "Trust" mean to you? It means being able to rely on someone to be truthful in everything that they say and do. Unfortunately, this is very difficult to get. Even I am skeptical on things my friends say, even if I've known them for years.
★ Describe your personality: I honestly think the strengths and weaknesses section would suffice, but oh well, there's no harm in adding a bit more. I'd say I'm quite the double-sided coin, where I could be quiet/calm/reserved one moment and talkative/teasing/playful the next. Nonetheless, I try to keep an intelligent, calm persona. I'd hate to be viewed as a social butterfly, as more often than not those types of people substitute intellect for social smarts, and I'd rather be more skillful with the first than the latter, and I'd prefer to be viewed as a "cool person" than one who annoys people/tires people out with abundant amounts of energy. Honestly, I don't know how some people do it. As an introvert, seeing someone with boundless energy tires me, but at the same time I ask myself, "Where does it all come from?". I'm also the type of person you can go to if you want someone to listen to you pour out stories on some hardship that's going on in your life, but I honestly have trouble saying much in situations like that. It feels extremely awkward to me, and most of the times I end the conversation with "Good luck with that~". Sometimes I question myself on if I really care about other people's problems...but I care about other people, I think, especially those close to me. Maybe my emotions are just out-of-whack. Sometimes they don't register, and I appear different than how I am feeling. I'm also a bit sadistic at times, but not to the point where I cause people physical pain...more of the mental kind, and the extreme-laughter-when-I-kill-a-friend-in-Halo kind. And sometimes I've been told I can be quite cold, or at least appear that way...but it's interesting because I'm usually quite easy-going, especially when I'm around friends.
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I'll stop rambling now. =D
Short--Answer
★ If you have lost everything and everyone you love, what would you do? "Everything", you say? That would include my life, so, I suppose I wouldn't do anything, since I'd already be dead.
★ Are you a Leader or a Follower? Maybe a bit of both? Always leading is too much work, but I dislike the idea of being someone's lackey for a long time (I have a sense of pride). I also have times where I'd rather not lead nor be lead by others.
★ Are you optimistic or Pessimistic? Realistically pessimistic with a teeny-tiny bit of optimism.
★ What is your general Mood? This face: :|
Gundam--00
★ Favorite Character and why? I won't say, since I don't want to sway votes.
★ Least Favorite Character and why? I don't have one that sticks out.
★ Favorite Mobile Suit? *is horrible with names* The one in the front?
★ Least Favorite Mobile Suit? The orange one. (Refer to the link above.)
* Would you join Celestial Being? (please explain what you think their motives are if yes) Perhaps if they had similar ideals to me at the time.
* Haro? Can I have one?
Extra
★ Post at least 3 apps. you have voted on
o1) http://community.livejournal.com/gundam00_rating/16181.html
o2) http://community.livejournal.com/gundam00_rating/15039.html
o3) http://community.livejournal.com/gundam00_rating/14729.html
Optional
★ Post a picture of yourself http://s114.photobucket.com/albums/n257/Dietrich_san/SK%20Winz%20The%20Internetz/
★ Anything Else? As far as Myers-Briggs goes, I'm an ISTJ/ISTP hybrid. My J and P are almost always 50/50.