I went to see a Lama speak last night and it was amazing because for the first time in two years I actually felt like there was another person who lives their life by the laws of absolute truths found within through meditation. It was very beautiful.

I want to do a comprehensive study of current socialcultural sanctions and rituals on drug use. From Alcohol to Ecstasy. There was an awesome one done in 1977 but I believe it has become a little outdated ( Read more... )

The belief that monetary gain is a greater drive to progress then humanitarianism and truth discovery is the heart of pessimisms and soul of nihilism ( Read more... )

I had two weird dreams last night ( Read more... )

It is a sad state of affairs that most people never live life. That most people live in a world constructed in their head instead of the real world. A world of controls and variables and laws they believe are solid and real and governing them from the outside. There are two laws in this world. Born and Die. Beyond those two we create it the way we ( Read more... )

"Life is easier when you can write off others as monsters, as demons, as horrible threats that must be hated and feared. The thing is, you can't do that with out becoming them, just a little."

~ White Night pg310

The most difficult thing about being aware of all the things in life that make pain and suffering in this world is to not let oneself pick up a gun to remove the things that perpetuate them ( Read more... )

There is something quite amazing about the counter culture in America right now. There is a more than overwhelming majority in the USA that have little to no respect for the law or it's peace keepers. It began as a rebellion against the status quo, a desire for money and power and fame. It has evolved into something bigger now. It has become a ( Read more... )

...and a rainbow fell upon me. Hitting my crystal heart as a single stream of burning light and prismed out over my mind as waves of beauty and horror. Red flaming with anger, Yellow glowing with childlike joy, Blue as deep as a sorrow filled ocean, wave upon wave upon wave drowning me in overwhelming sensation. Then I wondered "where is black and ( Read more... )

I just realized that the evolution of the consciousness in man has changed us from viewing ourselves individually as an organism but rather collectively as an organ made up of many organisms. Seeing survival of the whole as more important then survival of the individual ( Read more... )