Yo raquel, you spend some seriously crazy time on the internet.  Dont forget to listen to the music you make in your own head.  Sometimes, after you have listened to alot of music and the songs are so ingrained in your head, you can start rewording things and eventually move to a new song.  You i think would be very good at this.  dont be afraid to ( Read more... )

School was blah. Nothing new really happen. Cept that I saw 3 crossdressers!! lol Nate, Josh and Eddie. That was fucking funny.

I haven't had coke in 4 days and I just broke it. oh well. Its really warm outside...maybe I'll go and lay outside and tan. That would be nice.

No one good is on. That sucks. Oh well. I bought a real journal to write ( Read more... )

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how ( Read more... )

**Memento-Coming**

He's coming, he's coming, he's coming
Counting on some one on one with you
Connecting all the dots, guess who
Invisible but with you in the room
Just know that he's coming for you
There is no me and you
You are still dead to me
Coming out of hibernation
The shivers and the tingles in your spine
The dirty pins and needles in your eyes
( Read more... )

Now can you hear the cling-clang of my ball and chain gang ( Read more... )

( convo wiff benny )

Whoa…I haven’t updated! That’s scary! anyways, yeah soo I saw Van Helsing...and The Punisher! Awsome movies!! Megan is back at my school. Working on my art project, fuck i got homework. Well that sucks. I finish reading this book. Breathing Underwater...its wicked good. And sad too.

PerfectLoser66: woo lol i was like uhh mom one permanent and ( Read more... )

well I'm going out side to do homework

I did this for Amanda...

01] I love Amanda.

02] Amanda is sexy.

03] If I were alone in a room with Amanda, I would bang her.

04] I think Amanda should be a hooker.

05] Amanda needs tits.

06] I want to lick Amanda.

07] Someday Amanda will have jay jay

08] Amanda reminds me of me.

09] Without Amanda I cry.

10] My memories of Amanda are funny, sexy ( Read more... )

I want you be there when I cry so you can hold me in your arms and tell me everything is going to be fine...even if it's not gonna be fine. Today is the day I'm gonna fade away...

Bob IMed me today....Damn I miss him soo much, I wish he had the nerve to dump Mandy. But maybe he does love her. He loved me at one time and I crushed his heart. I'm ( Read more... )