things are bad. but good at the same time.

lots of different... well

...you know.

and im happy with my boyfriend. he treats me good and makes me happy. so much more healthy than tim. im glad i found what ive been looking for. sometimes he sends shivers down my back. the best feeling in the world <3 ( Read more... )

this week was soooo nice. it made me miss summer hardcore though. but whateve.

aim: lipsticktracesx3

i havent posted in so long. im sorry :( i used to post everyday... now once every 3 months is good ( Read more... )

ive been back with tim for like a month... and its great.

i dont use lj that much... i have a myspace now.

paintedmyeyeliner@yahoo.com bitches.

jacobs over... completely over... which i guess is good cause now i dont have to worry about that ( Read more... )

I love her more than she could ever even hope for, love her twice as much as all the love there is and more- i could say my love is bigger than the "big-apple"- like oxy-flo-bugent in scrabble------ just like the stars are my chandalere, just like the landscapes are my living rooms, just like the highways are veins--- i am the blood, i am the rain ( Read more... )

tims a fucking dick... this is his song about me ( Read more... )

so i get this warm fuzzy feeling when i think of how proud i am that im over tim. noone can say shit... fuck them all. its so nice to be free. my mom said if my shit isnt at my house by friday shes gonna call the po-9. haha... stupid asshole shouldnt have fucked with me... wrong person ( Read more... )

i hate the way tim can just blow me off like i was never anything to him. i guess i really shouldnt have loved him... should have known he didnt love me back. i hate bobby pins. i want a pet lamb. i wish i was pretty. thursdays show is going to be insane... ed gein... soo good live! the sawtooth grins last apperance... so theyll be spectacular. ( Read more... )

damn, i havent written anything lately. lifes been a party and a half.me and tim broke up, finally. that has gone wonderful cause we dont even talk. i think if we were talking this break up would have been bad. but im over him completely. i love jacob. what a sweet soul. mmm... i could look at his beautiful face 24-fucking-7 ( Read more... )