I'm about to be able to breathe again. After finding out the week before Christmas that the breast lump I thought was a cyst wasn't, Christmas was pretty much ruined with fear and a scheduled appt with a surgeon the Tues after.  After the surgeon did an ultrasound and said he really felt it was a benign fibroadenoma, I started to relax some. The ( Read more... )

I think my father thinks I'm a loser. My stepsister has more of his respect. She's younger than me, an RN, married and just bought a house. I own my condo, but I'm single, a legal assistant in a personal injury law firm (the dregs of attorneys in most opinions) and struggle to make ends meet. I'll probably never get married. Someone who has never ( Read more... )

Fuck you Eric Kripke and Sera Gamble.  You did what I feared you were going to do, you corrupted Cas. You may as well have killed him because Cas is gone.  I wish you were gone too, both of you. I'd love new show runners and writers.  You two can stand in the unemployment line for all I care.  I won't watch a season of Dean and Sam hunting Cas. ( Read more... )

I'm not watching the SN finale this year soley based on the fact that I think they're going to do something horrible to Cas, whether it be kill him or have him posessed by one of the purgatory monsters or just have him turn evil on his own and be the big bad for next season.  Sera Gamble and Eric Kripke just don't seem to love him the way we do, ( Read more... )

Three months. That's what my uncle has. Three months to live, to love, to do whatever he needs to do with the before the cancer in his one remaining lung takes him from us.  My dad, his brother, doesn't think he'll make it another 2 wks and told me today that if we want to see him again, we better go now.  I can't believe I'm losing another uncle, ( Read more... )

I learned today that my uncle's cancer is back.  He had one of his lungs removed about a year and 1/2 ago.  He recently had a tumor on his brain that could not be confirmed benign or not because it was in a place that the dr. could not touch.  My uncle underwent radiation that exhausted him beyond what he could imagine and is just now getting over ( Read more... )

My poor kitty JoJo has allergies worse than most humans and the pollen count here has been through the roof lately.  Thing is, she doesn't just sneeze when it gets really bad, she starts to scratch.....and scratch and scratch and scratch.  I noticed that she was pulling her hair out and that she had scabs all down her back and butt so, shame on me ( Read more... )

Once again here comes the end of the season and with it my fear they will kill Cas off or do something horrible to him.  I don't trust the writers or the showrunner.  They have absolutely shit on Misha this year, promising him "regular" status and then giving him a couple of minutes screen time every 4 or so eps.  The guest stars got way more ( Read more... )

I look at all the people I know on my Facebook and see their domestic lives with husbands and children and it scares me.  I don't want that- the cliche, cookie cutter life, only talking about your kids like your own life doesn't exist anymore. It's almost like they became a non-entity when they became a parent. Reading their FB comments creeps me ( Read more... )

I just realized something about myself the other day.  I don't have a lot of friends and the ones I do have I don't see very often.  I have not nurtured some friendships in the past and I think I may know why.  I don't trust people to want to stay my friend.  I have this thought that if they get to really know me they won't like me as much as they ( Read more... )