heres my last post into this journal.

in the end it was just a fill in for something i missed.

i dont even feel like writing why so fuck it.

pz fuckers

once again i watched eternal sunshine, today with claire, a girl i just started hanging out with recently. save your cheap ass comments concerning that line for iam to be single for the rest of my life. made me wodner though. i always felt that this movie was deeply and truly depressing. it very much reminded me of my relationship i had in germany ( Read more... )

man im reading through some other peeps livejournals. some are kinda weird and confusing cuz people seem to write as they speak. do i write like i speak? am i CONFUSING??? no fucking way. all i say is truth, my words in gods ears. hm that kidna lost its meaning in the translation process. other people seem to figure out the livejournal options ( Read more... )

so im in college now as i should have realized a couple of month ago. but i guess its the human, or just my, nature to delay thinking about the important matters of life that would have serious consequences. now here iam. i dont think college is doing to me what its supposed to do. i still dont find interest in any of my courses, therefor cant push ( Read more... )

ive decided to write about something happy today. it seems like this journal became more of an emotional dump than i planned it to be. now here we go. i bet u guys wondered wtf the thing in the background is, so I decided to intoduce to you, my baby:

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once upon a time in florida, there was a little german called el gato, also known as felix. that little german dude is sitting in front of his computer eveeeery day since he turned 12 and he likes it that way. but now little felix is 18 years old and became big and hairy, like all germans do. so daddy and mommy told little big felix to go to ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i felt obliged to write some stuff down here. Pretty much this thing is something for people to get to know "me" better. Now i pretty much started out to write it to myself, so I could learn sumthing about myself. Well, it turned out that i pretty much know myself, just have my little doubts here and there, and 2 b honest it ( Read more... )

i guess its tim for yet another sadkid post -.-
i feel shitty tonight. for your convenience ill just let that stand like it is and not bore anyone with the details. just saying. bleh. dunno what to do.
here something fun to look at 4 ya'll.

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You Are a New School Democrat


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NOW u tell me u got a cooler dog, and prove it.


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