so i finally have internet at my apartment and i can finally regularly post on livejournal and myspace, oh glorious day ( Read more... )

to those who might care, i AM alive. just dont have internet at my apartment yet. im at an internet cafe right now, so i dont have alot of time to write. just wanted to let everyone know im doing well (except for the internet withdrawl of course.) my apartment is finally starting to look like an apartment thanks to furniture taken from sidewalks ( Read more... )

so i LOVE it when I totally print out something wrong, and end up wasting like, a MILLION sheets of paper. yay for the pointless killing of trees! and yay office work!

lets try this again...

so...I did something sorta drastic last night. I'm not completely sure yet if it was the right thing to do, or what, but whats done is done and i guess its too late now. i told my brain to shut the fuck up, and like...followed my heart or some shit like that. im a little nervous, a little scared, but my horoscope this morning makes me feel a tad ( Read more... )

ok ok, so i turned right. but not after standing at the corner of 15th and walnut for literally a half hour...just...contemplating. kathleen can vouch for that one, she saw me, haha. oh what a mess i am! so glad i can laugh about it...

note to self: stop listening to Pictures of You on the train to work with a million people around when all you wanna do is BURST INTO TEARS! thanks Robert...thanks alot ( Read more... )

so, what the fuck do you do when you care about someone SO DEEPLY, but you know that the best thing for YOURSELF is to just ...walk away???

"did i say that i loathe you? did i say that i want to leave it all behind?..."

and heaven knows i'm miserable now ( Read more... )

just a quick update before i go off to west philly for a few days. ive talked to a bunch of people I havent talked to in a while in the past 2 days or so. first my roommate laura from this past semester called. shes on her spring break and is gonna be in philly for a couple days and wanted to get together. so hopefully that will work out. then my ( Read more... )

I need to start updating this thing more often. I have two topics to discuss tonight. Fun stuff first ( Read more... )