Sell me someting-anything to make me feel like a real person. You know, someone who experiences joy-sorrow-love-instead of the beige that colors my world ( Read more... )

On a thursday in november i happen to find it humorous that the sheer autumn sunlight breaks the cool of the air so, and that the new iron fist of the republic king and country will haunt me far after the fear frusteration and falsehoods that i tell with my eyes to the least of these who dont seem to care anyway ( Read more... )

the lights of the city below her began to sparkle in the dim twilight of nothing. in a room on a couch a girl absent-mindedly searches her soul. her face shows youth but her eyes hold a stare of aged regret. she looked to her work for fulfillment, and stupidly to him, but of course found only emptiness. her old life haunted her. she began to ( Read more... )

happy holidays ( Read more... )

i think the problem is as follows ( Read more... )

...when our doubts become regret. dont ever forget ( Read more... )

funny how it turns out. someone youve forgotten scared and worried...nasty rumors...nasty because true. the utter void is the most biting i think. i wonder if i function better when overly stimulated-like i think i do-or if this is the better version of me. i caught a glance of someone i liked in a public bathroom the other day--maybe i just liked ( Read more... )

ok. i know how long its been. my phone was recently turned off-and i just got back from mejico and im so behind on everything. quick recap of events ( Read more... )

so---aimee's lil dry spell is so last week. yeah. on friday night alex and travor came over--it was so incredibly fun--just like old times. then stuff happened with alex and i that was just plain...wierd i dunno why. then saturday--oh saturday. we were planing to meet up with the montana boys-when they call and ask us to bring them something we ( Read more... )

so i quit my job after the first week. i just couldnt--and it really wasnt even the hours-i just cant sit on my ass and get paid for it. i have to do something productive. its ok-cuz im gonna be a bus boy! jenni and i both had really dramatic talks with our parental units yesterday--good times good times. fburg will is being a total dick to jenni-- ( Read more... )