♥ ~ *Allison's Book*

[gurubiness]

Began in 1992 --

To my sweet little Allison, my sunshine.
From your mother.

(If I'm gone when you come into possession of this journal, please read page 20 first.)

Love, Mom

Comments

[gurubiness]

Like my mother mentioned in the entry, I do consider myself very lucky, through everything; I'm really grateful that I could spend 13 years with my mom, 14 with my dad, and that I had parents who loved me so, so, so much. Even if I get sad or upset about it sometimes that they're not here anymore, or that I'll never see them again, I thank God so much that He blessed me with them and with their love and our time together.

I'd like to make a book like this for my children, whenever I have them. :D

I think not remembering a mother's love would be really painful, and... I'm really sorry for that. I think it's just something natural, though; I bet she loved you a lot. Have you asked your relatives about her before? Like what kind of person she was, or for stories? You could make the bracelet a cell phone charm? I think, personally, that everything happens for a reason... I'm sure there are positive things that came out of that situation, y'know? You wouldn't be who you are right now, and everyone is perfect, always, I think. :/ I'm

[dist]

She sounds like a beautiful person. ♥

[gurubiness]

She was. ♥ Physically, too -- I don't have a picture on the computer, really, that is large, but I hope to get one someday.

She was grouchy sometimes, like she mentioned --- enough for my father and I to call her "the Grumpy Old Warthog" for many years --- but she really had a wonderful personality. She's my hero. ♥

[dodgerscrubs]

That's really sweet! *clings to you*

I would like to do that for my children too (if I have any.)

[haku]

Thank you for sharing this with us. It sounds like your mother was a truly caring, loving person, and I'm really glad you had that in your life. ♥