two more days, amirite? srsly.

strange turmoil.

merciful god, four days to pack and see everyone i want to see. actually, three now.

what a week. what a memorable fucking week.

Let's see ( Read more... )

i'm going back. they're taking me back.

i'm going to nelson in two and a half weeks.

so i just deleted all of my games. i learned something tonight, and i need to not let myself forget it. i need to remember what matters.it's not my headshots, or how high i am in kills versus the next person.it's not that awesome next piece of loot, or that sweet zergling micro ( Read more... )

so i guess tomorrow morning i'm going to call selkirk and see where things are at. i'd be Shocked if they were going to let me come for september, and i sincerely doubt i'll be in for january. but there's always hope.

shh. quiet time.

Yup.

tomorrow continues as today did. like a drum. like they might be giants. older.

so she's gonna call me back within the next couple of days to see what the rest of the music program say. she said the odds of me coming back for the winter semester is far better. i don't think they're gonna take me, but we'll see.

i'm gonna drink so hard the night i find out.

it all comes to a head now.