i make mistakes. i wish i didn't. i wish karina would call me.

i can't think.

there is nothing in my house.

RARGH

I feel weird. I'm excited about working tomorrow, I think. BLARAHLHLGH.

Karina has a show tonight, and my jaw hurts, and I May have a lung infection coming on, which is kind of gross. but it's okay. I'm gonna go play guitar.

I got punched in the face today by a smelly homeless man. he called me a goof.

call me when you can, cutie, i'm insecure and intoxicated.

going to pick up my medication now, which hopefully will stop these random spikes of terror and sobbing sadness. I miss karina. i miss her so much. I wish she was here, and that I could talk to her, and hold her, and all those other lovely things. I hate that I'm about to go out of the house and possibly miss a call. ANXIETYANXIETYANXIETYANXIETY ( Read more... )

countin' time with my one good finger

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I wish I had friends.

brain.

KARINA CUTIE I LOVE YOU CUTIE HEY MAYBE CALL ME WHEN YOU GET HOME, I LOVE YOU CUTIE ZOMG.

home 5:45ish.

i don't think i'm better yet. i think i need to pick up some medication from the pharmacy tomorrw.

no one answers.