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I don't even know this kid.  & my heart breaks hearing this news.
This is down the road from the intersection where my accident was.  

 “The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.”

Today I got an email from Matt, here's part of it...

".....I'm not sure what else I can say in order to express how truly sorry I am that I didn't have the courage to pick up the phone, or write a text, or even send an email.  I still don't have the courage to pick up the phone.  That is how I should really be apologizing to you, but alas I am to ( Read more... )

 Last night I had a great date...
with a guy with the original spider man logo tattoo'd on his forearm.  He was really cute too, we did a lot of talking, and that's a good start for me.

After I went to Uncle Joe's bar... I met Daddy & Lisa there & of course Uncle Joe & Aunt Sue were there too...
Aunt Sue pulled me outside to chat, we talked about ( Read more... )

Sometimes, shit gets bad... It all falls apart, and you feel like you just can't catch a break....

Then I stumble upon something like this... 
http://www.recordonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070318/NEWS/703180336
and I get reminded of ( Read more... )

 ewww the drug found in Michael Jackson's body, is the same drug that induced my coma....
that's sick

Almost 6 months have passed, and I still can't stop crying myself to sleep at night....

I feel like such a hypocrite, because I will sit and tell anyone... everything happens for a reason, yet I can't find my reason for going through what I did with Sean, I miss him and I have no fucking idea why....

I was just killing time flipping through facebook ( Read more... )

 so the downside to going out and drinking with you father... is when ya find a cute guy and you've been talking to him for a while, and they realize that giant bald man sitting nearby is your Daddy, then tend to get kinda quiet...

But then by the end of the night him and my dad were doing shots together, it was interesting....

I also was in Jenna's ( Read more... )

Matt's ex showed up at the wedding he was in on Saturday...
so therefor he ignored me all weekend, text me this morning letting me know he wasn't sure when we'd be able to talk...
I called him, and he went on to tell me how he's not sure if he wants to try anything with me.  When I asked him why the change of heart things went so well before he left ( Read more... )

Tonight I had to come home from the beach by myself, cause I work tomorrow 11-3 and everyone else is staying all day tomorrow.  I was doing more thinking, and I clicked the knob of my radio to change the song, and "Red White & Blue" was on.  That's the song my Dad always related to my grandpa, the lyrics fit my grandpa... working hands, being in a ( Read more... )