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[gutwrenchinggor]

I'm sorry, don't hate me. I'm a stupid, immature little boy, stuck in this giant fuckups body. I also think I'm insane, because i have this completely irrational, not fear, the closest i can come to it is dread of you. Yes, i'm afraid of commitment. Yes, I fucked up. But the reason for all this, is because i was listening to my vegimite, instead of

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[ffejle]

Er, not to put a heavy hand on this, but maybe you should talk to her?

[gutwrenchinggor]

*gasp* the thought hadn't crossed my mind at all!!

FUCK IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!

hahah...

[dj_pants]

haha, i agree witht that guy up there. dude, if you had talked to me long ago, neither of us would have gone through such bullshit.

no worries, i don't hate you, but i kind of think you're a piece of crap. it was rude to avoid me, and didn't do much good. i was put put through a bunch a unceccessay agony because you baisicly fucked with my head, hardcore.

i can understand not wanting to be tied down, god knows that's all i did in my last relationship, get tied down. it really fucking sucks.

But you baisicly just blew it. i'll never want to be with you agian.
i'm more than most will ever find, and that is seriously your loss.

[gutwrenchinggor]

Fair enough.

[gutwrenchinggor]

As a practical side... what can i expect if i meet up with you? Attacks, cold glances, shakes of the head?

In all honesty, i'd feel like i knew where i stood better if you hit me some, and was done with it... gah, i feel like i'm making it worse

shutting up now.