So lately I've been working on my gift registries... I ended up registered at only 2 places so far... which will probably be it... I am taking a hand-me-down (my own actually) crib and changing table, etc etc I am certainly not too proud to take from the family what's already there... so my list has been pretty low and I'm having a hard time coming ( Read more... )

Our puppy Napoleon "Nemo" with hydrocephalus died yesterday between 1:30 and 8 pm. I am upset about it. I failed him (I feel). All the stuff we did to try to help him wasn't enough and I feel like it's my fault he's gone. There had to be more that I  There's still Jack and Macy and 3 healthy pups but nothing feels the same to me. I never had my own ( Read more... )

Hiya. Been a while. Haven't felt much like taking time to really write write so maybe I'll spew some thoughts out here for myself to read whenever it is I come back and read these things anyways.

So lately I've been beginning to think a lot about the phrase "everything happens for a reason..." the whole fate thing. Now to me the whole thing just ( Read more... )

Gah Im so sick of his shit!!!! He's driving me nuts! He sits there and fights and fights and fights and fights just picks fights all day long. All I reply is to knock it off because I'm pregnant and the stress on me and the baby is not good for us... and then his reply is that I am using it against him... and he'd take 'it' over if he could... but ( Read more... )

And now my baby does. We won't be sharing it with people until we send out our christmas letters/cards this year.

Macy had her puppies today... a litte early... but 3 little whining crawling puppies. Should be it I think. we'll see :0P

I thought this AM sickness thing was overrrr! Heck maybe it's not AM sickness? Last night we went to dinner at Lee's parents house and it was scrumptious... we met my family in town to pick up their extra car since Lee's engine blew and we'd been trying to figure out a way to keep him and myself working.. Talking to Lee and I get this stupid gag ( Read more... )

So Macy is going to be having puppies in like 2 weeks or so... the vet is like 90% sure of this he says. I am so NOT excited about this. It probably sounds stupid but the occurance of waking up to Jack and Macy locked seriously traumatized me.... probably because of being pregnant and reacting to things weirdly... but still... and we cannot deal ( Read more... )

So yesterday I called into work because I was feeling like complete, total, utter crap. I was EXHAUSTED and I couldn't really seem to drink anything, and I managed 1/4 of a quesadilla before I couldn't even eat. I would try drinking water and just get naucious again, etc. So I figured sleeping all day would help and make me feel better. It did not ( Read more... )

Today I undoubtedly felt the first flutter! I was sitting in my class during a lecture and all of a sudden felt this little tickle on the inside of my tummy or a flip or something of that nature. It was really different. I laughed for a minute. It was very different than the many cramps, "lightning," etc that I normally feel.I think I also got some ( Read more... )