US DISTRICT COURT form sent to me to fill out and send back. Jury duty perhaps. We'll see. I think that'd be kind of fun.

So  I have a few things that are bugging me and I just want to vent it out. Mayyyybe it will help me to feel better. Or maybe not ( Read more... )

Hi all!

Today I had my OB apt... it all went fine... I was bummed that I didn't get an ultrasound since the only one that I've had so far you could hardly see anything... but we did get to hear a heartbeat so that was something. So loud and so strong! :0) It was really neat. Lee gasped when he heard it so that was pretty funny :0) We also found out ( Read more... )

Ugh! I think it's time to reconfigure my weekly schedule. Right now I work 8-4 on Sundays, and then 2-10pm M-Thursday. Then I have 4 and 5 hour classes on Fridays and Saturdays. NO day off at all. It is really exhausting me! And Lee wonders how I can be sooooo tired all week and sleeping all day. I am getting frustrated at work because I sometimes ( Read more... )

I am having the hardest mother fricking time being awake at work today. I am just TOO tired. I can never seem to sleep enough. It sucks. I sleep all the time too as it is... how it isn't enough is beyond me... Today starts week 11 of babyness. 1 more week and then it'll have been 3 months. The time sure is NOT seeming to fly by... it takes forever ( Read more... )

Being lonely SUCKS. And that's been happening a lot lately... like the eeyore syndrome or something.

So I am happy to report that lately I am not feel so sick! It's about time (or so it feels!). I keep having these moments when it feels like I am not pregnant anymore since I don't feel so sick. But then I think about how much I have been sleeping ( ( Read more... )

SO sick of being walked on at work. Really. Really really. Hate being jerked around. They can all go screw themselves today. And the next day. And two days ago. ETC.

I feel so irritated with him right now I could smack him. He is acting like a jerk and by no means am I in the mood to deal with his shit. If he doesn't like something he just picks up his junk and walks out. Just gets in a car and goes. Can't just sit there like a responsible adult and talk about ANYTHING. It's like he is just CONSTANTLY waiting ( Read more... )

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So had the apt yesterday. Found out that we aren't as far along as we thought... we're only working on month 3 right now. Which means another whole month of feeling sick and worrying about miscarriages. :0/ I got to see the baby sac. That's really all you could see. Oh an the blinking in the sac. The blinking was the heart. That was kind of cool. : ( Read more... )