Making new best friends makes me truely happy. Im so glad i've found people whom i can comfortly jam with anytime.
& kings of leon make me even happier :)

Coming here was a mistake...
I paid too much money just to put myself in the same position 11 months ago.

Im done with this, im done with you & when im out of here, i'd rather be caught dead than have a thought of our expired love.

I know for a fact that when im 40 ill look back at this and just laugh.

maybe love will find us again
for there is always tomorrow
sincerely till the end

Is it true the absence makes the heart fonder?

I think it makes the heart weaker, i feel sick

its time for a serious change

 Another couple months ill be heart broken and severely depressed from loniliness

i wish i could look into the future and see what happens next

I dont want you to leave, i cant live without you here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8B1ajxsrvU

This September is going to be hell....

Maybe ill start going back to church,

Maybe.

its wierd to look back and read all the post i wrote back in highschool. I was so confused and in love. 
Sometimes i wish i could just erase my mind so i cant remember some things/people.

Heres some old posts

Have you ever realized how fast time goes by?
It feels as though sophomore year was only yesterday.
Everything is a blur right now. I cant ( Read more... )

i suffer from Palpitation....when im stoned. 
thats why i Cant smoke anymore