Ya,  so I had a lot of stuff on my mind, but ran across this on someone else's LJ, and it kind of made me smile so I figured I'd do it too.

LIFE SOUNDTRACK

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next ( Read more... )

So here it goes.  I think I've been able to boil it down to there being like 3me's.  There's one side of me that I kind of look up to, that's cool, and think things through, has plans, goals...blah blah blah.  There's the 2nd that pretty much feels like a pyscho, and by that I don't mean like raging or anything, but just like, doesn't care about ( Read more... )

It's like...all I can describe it as is that I hurt.  I just hurt...all over not in any particular place.   I'm suppose to be going to work right now, but I honestly just don't care anymore.  School...I registered for classes but I'm just going to drop them.  I mean...what's the point?  What is the point?  It's like...**sigh**, I can't even explain ( Read more... )

Man, its crazy.  How one minute someone's you're like best friend/ biggest fan when they need something, and then when you turn around to see if they have your back they're nowhere to be found.  heh, I feel like I'm still in middle school.  Speaking of school i don't even know what I'm gonna do.  I know I should go back, and I want to, but it's ( Read more... )

Livejournal, livejournal....wow.  It's been a while.  I'm just typing off of the top of my head so forgive me (if anyone's reading this) if I seem a bit spacey.  Things right now are kind of...weird, but could be a lot worse so I'm not going to moan.  Things at work (I work for AT&T) are ok, I've official been emplyed there for 1 year and 2 days... ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how many people read this, but I'm throwing this out there. I have acted like a complete @$$hole to people who haven't deserved it, and mean a lot to me. I know "I'm sorry" doesn't really mean anything to a lot of people but I do hope in time that will change. So if I offended anyone on here, or on myspace, please don't take it ( Read more... )

"Friends...how many of us have them? Friends, one's we can depend on..." I Finally see why I use to have the whole "don't have friends, can't get hurt by them" outlook. But NO, I had to be "outgoing" and stop being "anti-social". Well at least being "anti-social" doesn't leave you feeling used, unheard, and feeling lower than dirt. Friend...I ( Read more... )

Not sure how many people are still doing the whole LJ thing, but I thouhg I'd pop back in to let ppl know I'm still alive. Well, it hit me today that this is the first time that I'm excited and ready to go to school. Ready for studying and all that jazz, it's wild. Just got back from New Orleans, and man let me tell you, that place STINKS!! ( Read more... )

Wow, today was crazy. Lets start from the begining ( Read more... )

I'm going nowhere fast and there's absolutely no way to slow down.  I took an honest look at myself today, and I realized it's too late to change the way I'm going.  I don't have the slightest clue about what I want to do anymore, and even if I did, I wouldn't know how to get there.

Usually kids like me would sharpen up and join the army, and ( Read more... )