Holidays are a joyous time of the year...who ever said that was full of it. I'm happy for the people who are living up this time of year, but it's been nothing but crap for me. And it's not even the fact that I don't celebrate any of the commercial holidays...nope, things are craptacular on their own. The few friends that I can share this time ( Read more... )

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Taking a very small break from my "Personal Fitness and You" all nighter...I am so afraid I'm not going to pass the test. Stanbeezy's all like 90% of the kids that take it fail...why would you tell me that? I mean, can anything buy me feeling like crap come from that statement? Anyways, before I get too into the post I'm gonna go end it, take a ( Read more... )

Boy here I go again. I can't believe how fast I hit this new low. What do you do when you're no longer hungry, when you've lost your apetite? It's as if life itself has lost all of it's youthful pleasures to me. The child like anticipation for the next day has ceased to exist and seems as if it's lost forever. I don't know where I made the ( Read more... )

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OK, i did it again. I erased the entries b/c I'm at yet another turning point, but this should be the last time. You build a better future by learning from the past, so I'm going to take my past entries, see where the error in my thought processes are, and try to fix them accordingly. Anywho, I'm going to try and be a much more positive Dee for ( Read more... )