from viewing yet another comment from him to another girl inviting her somewhere I am not invited to....how pleasant. I am not trying to be negative but at the same time I feel so hurt because everyone is going to something I can't go to because i hate the type of food but it would have been nice to at least feel like I was invited...but no...i ( Read more... )

was stressful for some reason. i just keep getting upset that the older lady i work with isn't doing her job so it's putting more on my shoulders for me to do and it's getting to be pretty painful. Thankfully I'm getting promoted to a different thing. I guess I am also easily upsetable right now, so much that I can harldy make sense of my ( Read more... )

yes yes, today was very cold. I was outside a bunch of times while at work so believe me, I know all about it. The cold made my legs and feet not want to move but thankfully I am home now. Been sick pretty much most of the day. Ate two things, both were greasy and made me throw up. The only good thing I ingested today was some vitamin water. ( Read more... )

got a new hello kitty beach cruiser which I will be riding to work probably from now on since jonnie currently doesnt have a car. Poor hunny, I feel so terrible that these things have to happen to him. I feel like I anger him so much. I feel like we have our good times and than he gets angry at me and that makes me feel awful. I feel sort of ( Read more... )

Tonight I made nachos which rocked since it was all from scratch, cheese and everything and it tasted reallly good. That was dinner for us here. So I just got out of the shower, and I'm feeling a little full but ehh, it was worth it since I made it from my hard earned money. I am trying to save up for a puppy but I don't know how that's going to ( Read more... )

It was the best christmas I've had in over 3-4 years. I got mostly everything I wanted. I got a new DDR pad from my baby that is made completely of metal, that means no more cracking plastic!! yay! It also came with a hookup to every other game system and the compter which is totally sweet. I got a pea coat and some candy and an iron with ( Read more... )

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I'm excited because I dont have work. That and I get to spend the next two days with my baby which is pure rapture. I need new dresses. Ever since christmas has been coming up I've been spending my pay checks towards that instead of saving up or anything else really. I really would love some new pretty dresses like the ones from metamorphose or ( Read more... )

I found it funny that I wrote an entry that included about 3 sentences about 'someone' that only one of them was obviously about them since I had the balls to use their name and it wasn't towards them or anything yet the make an entry yet again telling people and me? how imature i am. I think it's hillarious because I wrote how they used to read ( Read more... )

I think at times that I am prone to failure and I just always want to end things. I mean, I really hate my job and I think it is causing me emotional damage just because the people there suck most of the time. I almost quit today....again, lol. I've almost quit like 90 times before that too. I just can't take things. I always fail at things ( Read more... )