I really can't stand the magnitude of peoples stupidity. First of all, the fact that my first ex is going back to all of my ex friends and current friends to try to make friendly with them is just really out there. I can understand him and stacey being friends again because i am no longer friends with hoes and they wanted to fuck each other ( Read more... )

I feel sort of wierd today. I was unexpectedly in a good mood at work today although many (and I mean MANY) of my coworkers were in awful moods. It's funny that I usually have a bad day and everyone else is having a good one but the days I have a decent one everyone else wants to kill themself. I feel like I'm in sort of a financial rut right ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty down right now. Got more birth control yet I feel like a mess today. Work was tiring like usual but Jon stayed home sick today so I wanted to get home as quick as I could even though I had to go get that stuff today. I hung out with my mom for a while and like usual she decided to buy me and jon some things but he doesn't know ( Read more... )

we talked and stuff yesterday and I guess we got some things out that were on our chest and i must admit that I do feel better. I trust him more than anyone on this planet but I guess there are just things from my past that I've got to let go of. It's not that I am holding things against him from my past but I just constantly have the feeling ( Read more... )

....or any puppy that is cute for that matter. I really want a puppy really bad but they are so damned expensive. *sigh* . It just sucks because I see people buying dog and puppy food all day and it makes me want one more and more. It's either I get a puppy or else I'll start wanting a baby ...you pick...UMMM HMMMMM!!! I would prefer a ( Read more... )

Hey pals. Hope you all had a pleasant thanks giving. I worked on turkey day until 4 and also black friday after that until 5 so now I finally got to somewhat rest today although I was out and about most of the time. I am so excited because I am getting my boyfriend a bunch of awesome gifts finally and they're expensive too! I know and hope he' ( Read more... )

it doesnt have the same feeling to it that the other one did but it's a phone so I shouldn't complain too much. I am getting sick again like before but thankfuly it hasn't gotten TOO bad yet, only throat probs, no fever yet I don't think. Almost left work early today but didn't because no one could cover for me so technically i wasn't aloud to ( Read more... )

I still really want to be a suicide girl because they are pretty and some are thin and they are basically everything I am not as of now. They are classy porn stars, lol. I would love to be admired like that, I just wouldn't post completely naked pics, only like mostly naked, no inappropriate body parts exposed, everything covered up but still ( Read more... )

Today I downloaded a bunch of suicide girl podcasts onto my ipod and I only briefly viewed 1 of the and I totally got inspired to never eat again and to go to the gym as soon as I can. I also went and weighed myself on the scale in the bathroom and I saw that I had gained about 3 pounds and I got really sad. I am aware of the fact that I have ( Read more... )

I have been feeling quite down today. First, this morning at work didn't start off so well but wasn't so bad later on. Second, I got my union thing saying how much I owe them >_< which is just sickening. Third, I remembered that my baby doesnt get home till late tonight and I was thinking about how I'm not even going to get to see him on his ( Read more... )