july 1-4 rome
july 5 & 6 siena
july 7-9 parma
july 10 milan
july 11 orly
july 12-16 les eyzies
july 17-24 agane
july 25-28 paris
july 29 palo alto

received award from school for writing
found out two stories were published in school lit mag (this boy and neal and voice)
got perfect score on English vignettesacquired fishnets gloves (elbow length), Berlin jacket, and trippy stockings ( Read more... )

( fiction and other lines )

Today was Fabulous, capitalized for sure. Shamelessly flirted with Darius. Shaved forest-like legs and wore lovely new candy-colored skirt. Tried a new thing with my hair. Was drenched by random rain. Laughed. Did I mention the shameless flirting? And the damsel-in-distress posturing at the S-Bahn ( Read more... )

i drool when i cry

i'm so tired my eyes won't focus
darius called me
i didn't know who it was at first
man
why am i leaving in five days?

i can't or won't
handle this.
try me on lavender melancholy
folds of flesh under silk
disgusting.lust.
insect.
this body,
this breath.
i haven't hadn't cut in a week ( Read more... )

I saw a girl yesterday. She had that wild stallion look, like she should have been in glossy pages tossing her head, like she was born with 3" heels and tossled hair. She looked younger than her beauty, more mature than her years. I watched another girl, hunch shouldered and ugly with wanting watch the stallion girl drop coins into a homeless ( Read more... )

i saw someone yesterday who smilelaughed with his eyes.

i'm leaving berlin in a week. i can't even handle that thought.

( lights out )