everything is so new. all the things that were there before that i thought were true, were all different. whether they're good or bad. but i find out that what i thought was there for me to rely on was. well. wet me put it this way: the things i thought were there for me to rely on is the a wet paper towel. and i am a bunch of pool balls and the ( Read more... )

i am confused. i don't even think i should be confused about being confused because should i even be confused in the first place?

or am i just rambling on to keep myself busy. to keep my self going to just keep living without following a purpose? it's confusing even trying to sort all this shit out man. i can't keep up with myself. like at night, ( Read more... )

hey kids. i haven't updated this thing since like october. alot has changed since then. i had my heart broken, i had it mended, i was a sock-puppet with a horny puppeteer trying to stick her hand inside me, i had my heart broken again, i had it mended again, i hate the puppeteer, i fell in love, she left for a year, she found out i loved her ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that i love you.forgive me for feeling like this.but please don't ignore it.i wish you could know what i told you in your sleep. fuck im lost. i don't know what the fuck i am doing. help me.please. help.fuck.

my love: just the idea of it made every action appealing...in between not really knowing in which direction i am going but excited to find out. everything just seems like flirting and like now im not so sure if you like me... but just the idea of it makes me feel like sighing...love is a beautiful thing. you are beautiful ( Read more... )

okay well i am in love so fuck off!!!! who are you anyways? and don't fucking lie. actually i don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. they can fuck off! because he loves me too! i think.well, we are together. but i respect what you think but i don't agree and how would you know anyways and tell me who you are. please.
-someone in love!

dude. school just started. ummm.... yeah new friends and shit like that. 2nd lunch sucks ass. can't get in to photography!wtf? my math teacher sucks she can't teach, listen, or understand the language of modern teenagers, i love like 2 different people at the sam time but one more. it depends how the other one feels. fuck. being in love sucks. don' ( Read more... )

the other day i watched the movie thirteen and it was really, i don't know. um... insightful. i don't know. i guess it made me think about my life. to i don't know. um... more thankful. but i always have been, you know grateful. but, lately i've been floating... around. physically and mentally. debating with myself. for those of you who know me who ( Read more... )

i wouldn't mind if you stole me for a while. maybe thats what i've been waiting for. time changes perspective.

now a days, life is pretty cool. friends, family, new clothes, and pretty much floating around. i met this girl named mary. she's alright. i only met her once though. but we're gonna meet again next week. living is the best part of living. so live mother fuckers.