yeah. this is how i feel.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired ( Read more... )

oh and me and JIll are getting our matching Tattoos, its going to be..

Carpe Diem [[ for those of you who don't kno what that means.. its Latin, look it up ]] ..but yeah, she's getting it on her wrist and i'm getting it on the back of my neck in cursive so yeah, i cant wait. <3

For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way. Something to be got through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life ( Read more... )

So green  team won all 5 days for spirt week. we won the blood drive. we won the balloon sale. we won the can collection. we won the most overall points out of the gym periods. we won out of best uniform. We won alot of our events during green and white night. Our Dance was hotter. no lie.  But.. we lost by 3 fucking points because White team had ( Read more... )

Green and white night is coming along, our theme is Hollywood... womp no comment on that, but whatever. [[i hate calvin with all my guts for the next few minutes by the way.]] .. He cant seem to accept the fact that I HAVE A FUCKINGPAST. anywaysss. now im drawing a blank cause hes watching me type this. Fuck me. Ill be back..

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So ( Read more... )

As different as they were,they shared a sense of humor and an acknowledgment of the absurdity of life.<3

ANd yes Jill i feel the same way about you dont be jealous. ha!

 So i made a new livejournal.. im trying to forget my past because i'm into my future <3 
nah mean!?