I was doing really well, then I started writing a myspace blog and I fucked myself over, I started bawling which I havent done at all. I thouht I was going to be ok about this but I am not. I really thought that this was it. I was going to marry him....

Yeah, life throws you curves
But you learned to swerve
Me I swung and I missed
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lately I have been finding complete happiness in the most bizare things ( Read more... )

if any of you know someone who  is going to usf or just moving to tampa in the fall please let me know..I have a really nice apartment for sublease.
I really appricate it.
Kate

He called....
he cares....
hmmm who would have guessed...
I thought that was the end...
Its not...
wait....
ITS NOT THE END!!!!!!

whew...:: takes deep breath::

Tomorrow = errands, laundry, washing car, school work, breaking lease....

So I guess this is what you want....I hope it works out for you...everything that is. I hope you are happy. If you're happy I'm happy. Right? thats how it goes? I'm sorry about everything...really I hate fighting. It is stupid really. 
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I'm getting fucked, right now, as we speak. From all angels of life really!! My bosses are pieces of shit!! Mmmmhmmm Well I start at Black Diamond on uesday so we will see how it goes! Today is sars birthday! HAPPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND!!  I got her a kitty get well soon card, a hello kitty fun kit!!, and a gift card to lesportsac!!! I own. Last ( Read more... )

My life is all in shambles but I'm kinda starting to get used to it. I almost find comfort and excitment in the fact I have no idea what
is going on. I dont know where I'm going to live, or what I'm going to do, or anything. Jason is leaving soon and thats all I care 
about at the moment really. I want to enjoy  the time we have and hope there will ( Read more... )

Thursday was fun, we won trivia night which was not nearly as exciting as I thought, I gave my father the shirt i won because Im not exactly an XL, not yet anyway it;s something I'm obviously working on. I felt like shit all week and I stayed out way to late on thursday so I took friday off. I slept until 1pm it was nice to say the least. I got my ( Read more... )

Hmm So last night was interesting, we drove all over the county picking people up and what not, we went to applebees played trivia, I got hammered from drinking way to fast so I didn't get caught drinking..."one sip wonder" thats right each glass gone in one sip,Im a pro. I had a lot of fun until I stopped having tons of fun. Sorry I pissed people ( Read more... )