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gwyn_paltrow

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Jul 15, 2003 23:56

I feel stupid. But I expected that.

It's not as if anything associated with him has ever ended happily. I'm not sure why I even bothered with the harsh words again, with the attempt to find something whose form I can't even distinguish. I keep asking myself, what do I want? Why do I bring up the past again and again and again? The answer to the ( Read more... )

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gwyn_paltrow July 15 2003, 23:42:25 UTC

Weird...never. -grins slightly- Just quirky? -stifles a laugh-

pitt_ July 15 2003, 23:06:51 UTC

::he read over her entry a few times before lifting his fingers up to his hair, scratching tenderly at the scalp beneath, his bright blue greens shifting towards the phone, he thought about calling her again, even played over what would be said...what wouldn't...how it would turn harsh, angry, bitter and turned his eyes away again, closing them a moment before typing:: gwyn...you decide that you really want words. then you can call me..or come see me and we'll have words, we'll have our difinitive conversation on the topic, clear things up...::he didn't say it nicely, nor curtly, just ..set::

aniston_jenn July 15 2003, 23:19:05 UTC

- A flash of a small smile was sent towards her.. - Hey Gwyn.. It's nice to see you around.. - She said trying to ignore the majority of her entry.. -

gwyn_paltrow July 15 2003, 23:39:22 UTC

-feeling suddenly awkward, she rubbed the back of her neck and bit her lip- Thank you, Jennifer. The same goes for you. And can I just say...-she gave a small sigh and closed her eyes- I wish I had your good spirit to everyone.

aniston_jenn July 16 2003, 01:57:30 UTC

It's not hard, I just try my best not to hold rough feelings with others and I just keep an open mind.. How are things..

love__hewitt July 15 2003, 23:30:57 UTC

Jen, who does not need my praise, as everyone knows how wonderful she is without it

You are too wonderful for words. I know how you are feeling and it sickens me slightly to know that such a dear person is going through such frustration and angst. Writing clarifies thinking my Gwyn, and getting it out however you can is a necessity. <3 I adore you.

gwyn_paltrow July 15 2003, 23:44:39 UTC

<3 Thank you Jen. It means so much to know that someone can see that - this is genuine, not just part of something the Furies would unleash. Getting it out will help, I hope. I've been letting it get worse and worse for so long by trying to smother it.

love__hewitt July 15 2003, 23:56:02 UTC

Of course this is genuine. And it shouldn't be ignored or smothered or hidden in anyway. It's not fair to you for anyone to expect that.

Maybe the two of you really do need to talk...obviously closure wasn't fulfilled...

c__diaz July 21 2003, 02:33:03 UTC

53X G0dD3sS! I love you!

gwyn_paltrow July 21 2003, 12:16:28 UTC

Me? The 53X G0dD3sS? You must be joking. t4At LAy0UT 1z oN f1A4!!!!!!!111 -gropes-