I was watching Snoop Dogg's show on MTV and it's "Doggy Fizzle Televizzle" or something like that...and then I thought about Justin and Sean's beat box on the MTV Movie Awards...which led me to this conclusion.

My izzle name is Lizzle or Lizzove. However, my boyfriend's is JizzohnJizz, for short ( Read more... )

...somedays I feel like I don't even exist anymore.

I'm so annoyed, I'm so tired and I'm so frustrated. I think I'm PMSing. John is going through his little "Tour is over, I'm going to be all blah now" phase. I thought he would be HAPPY that the tour was over, but now he's all backed up with promo crap for the album and I think he just needs a break. He's tired...whether he is willing to admit it ( Read more... )

So yes...the VMAs. I didn't go, John had a show. But we DID meet up with Justin and Pharrell afterwards to watch J's lil show and John actually played most of the set with him which was major cool. Pharrell also came up on stage and did the whole "Frontin'" thing...I loved it ( Read more... )

So I've been trying to stay easily amused on this tour with John but I think I've come to the end of my rope...Zac wants me to come home and I miss Brittany like mad and I hear she is back in LA so I'm thinking...I may go home. Just to see them and spend a little time with them if I can. I know it's wrong of me to think that I can just jolt home ( Read more... )

My flight is supposed to leave in the morning. And I get this message on my voicemail after John and I get back to the hotel that says shooting is cancelled altogether. How wonderful. The movie has caved in...this is the 2nd time this has happened to me but at least it happened PRE-production this time instead of POST. *grumbles* I suppose I ( Read more... )

I know that he's busy and that I am intruding on his time by being here. I realize this. I just...well I'm not angry I'm just frustrated. Because after shows and stuff he COULD spend time with me...it's like he's not making much of an effort. And maybe it's just me looking too much into things again. Or maybe this is just the third time he's ( Read more... )

This is going to be a quick update ( Read more... )

So I went to Europe to see Biwwy and Chris and for the most part I had a really good time. I did, however, end up leaving early because I felt the need to come home before going to Ireland, for quite a few reasons. I missed my mom, my puppy, my bestie and I really shouldn't have went to Europe to begin with. I should have just enjoyed my home time ( Read more... )

Shows in Kansas are only fun if Brittany is there. I screwed up on "First Time" I totally forgot the beginning of the song and they had to restart the whole thing. I felt like such a moron. But Brittany and I went out and got uber large shakes afterwards and it made me feel MUCH better. I love talking to her so much. I have a lot of friends but ( Read more... )