why do i feel like everyone left me in one day. why do i try. i think friends and i get no. i think boy friend and i get no. i would go on but why. everyone is leaving me so fast. maybe this is a sign that i should leave. everyone else should just stay. becuase i must be the problem. i need to stop caring i need to stop thinking. i need ( Read more... )

im trying to write my 5 page essay but i just cant get myself to do it. il i want to do is sleep. this is my last paper and if i do it i get a b or higher. but right now i would be fine with a c. i better go do this

im sleeping alone in my room then there came an noise from outside it was a tapping on my window i quicky ran to the window to see what the noise was and it was you standing there i ran outside and jumped into your arms and you held me like you never held me before evreything was good again nothing could come and take that away we sat and talk and ( Read more... )

i am trying to do my homework right now and i just cant do it for the life of me. i have to write a paper on compare contrast of different kinds of research to look up a topic like a book or the internet i am sorry but this topic sucks. i cant write on it. so fuck this i am going to bed.

well today at work there was this big no huge fight right out side of our store. this is the 3rd fight in front of my store since the beginning of the year and its the only 4th month. not to mention things are getting done to peoples cars that are in the parking lot. what the hell is macomb mall coming to. i worked at eastland mall and it was ( Read more... )

no more im so sick of that. i love you. do i? maybe you dont want to think so. please dont do that. why why do you keep it going. what is sleep. i wish i could sleep.... maybe ill try

so last saturday i went to the play with danny and pam my manager and we went to see the phantom of the opera. what a great night i never had so much fun like that in a long time. i mean no guys just 3 girls having a great night. i didnt get home till 5:30 am. first we went to dinner and some drinks then we went to the play after we were going ( Read more... )

i just got my hair cut and let me tell you it sucks but i love the color. im trying to get all prettied up so i can go to the play on saturday night. i just cant wait. what to hear something said my friend danice's guinne pig died last night. but good news is that booger is going strong and i love that little guy so much he makes everything ( Read more... )

to much going on. dont want to handle it anymore. and guess what to those who like to say shit fuck off.

yesterday at work i thought i was going to die. it all started with my eyes getting all blurry and i wasnt able to see things good at all. there was going a little dot that i could see nothing blurry. that got my head to get a big head ache and i started to get really sick to my stomic. i got really hot and dizy then this is what sacred me the ( Read more... )