i am anal.

i am paranoid.

i overanalyze everything.

and i am freaking the fuck out.

i am thoroughly convinced

that the more i want something

the less likely i am to ever have it.

my sick twisted need for constant attention and adoration is killing me.

he drives me fucking crazy.

but i want to jump his bones.

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i need a reality check.

maybe i dont have a reason to be in love with myself after all.

looks like the only person i fooled was myself.

i want this to happen.
and the facts tell me im right.
but i feel like im wrong.
same as always.

so im leaving for europe tomorrow.

miss me.

i'll be back in two weeks.

♥

comment your lame spam/promos here.

do not post them anywhere else in this journal.

oh, and i probably wont join.

♥

sorry, i have to do this.


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