Haven't cried in a while..

[gynjii]

I hit a prairie dog on the freeway today on my way to a hiking trail with Apple. It ran right into my lane and stopped in the middle of the road. I slowed down to give it time to run out of the way, and I tried not to hit it, but it ran into my back tire. I heard the crunch and looked in my rear view mirror to see it's front half smashed to the

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[gerk]

"Haven't cried in a while.."

A week?

[gynjii]

I suppose my meaning was, 'over something not generally cried over'. I actually cry a lot. I'm one of those girls who cry over anything when I'm PMSing. And I have been going through a lot of family stress lately. I really want/need to be home and it kills me that I can't when my grandpa isn't doing well and... anyway, now I'm rambling. So todays cry was just kind of a 'Why am I crying? I shouldn't be. Stop! Argh! I can't!' ^_^

mom again

[gerk]

Grandpa was doing better after the transfusion...but he was very weak after coming home. Just the transporting and getting him into the house wears him out.

Are you sure YOU don't want to come HERE, instead of Jessi coming there? Once you guys are settled into the apartment, it might be easier if YOU come here...like after your play ends...Use the ticket...Then later, maybe we can all come. Daddy still says this summer/fall...even though I told him I doubted I could take a week off...but if you need me to come, I'll risk work. If I don't ask for anymore days off for the next 2+ months, it should be easier.

You use the ticket to come here after your play ends, then we can come a few months later. k?

*hugs*

I miss you so much. You need to see Grandma and Grandpa soon.