I too will be leaving you all to go to Fresno today. I however do have everything I need. For me this is Championships. That is a big deal. I have qualified for the first time ever and hope to atleast place, too keep some of my fragile pride ( Read more... )

Why do people keep getting hurt. We had another ambulence call at the barn tonight. The lady, whom most of us had never seen before, got bucked off. No big deal. Untill she askes us where she is. She didn't know where she was, if she had relatives in the area, why she was wearing her glasses, the year, the persident, anything really. She did know ( Read more... )

Oppressive thoughts ( Read more... )

I am going to be gone durring Thankgiving. THis is not a good thing. Going to LA means somg. Smog plus Asthma equals pain. Me plus me faimly equals pain. They don't like anything about me. i don't wear the right clothes, have the right friends, take the right classes, beleive the right things, talk the right way, listen to teh right music, enjoy ( Read more... )

Happy Days. All is sooo very well in my world. It is a happy day. *giggle*

Destroy everything you touch today by Ladytron ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling alright today ( Read more... )

So many thoughts. On the positive. I managed to qualify for pony Club Championships in July. I have no clue how. My rides were horrible, but whatever. On the down side, the trainer that hepled me get ready for that and helped me improve 10 fold in the past month or 2 is leaving. A few influentail people didn't like her andthey aren't renewing her ( Read more... )

I am currently in a delemia. I need to talk things outwith someone. But i don't want to. So much for my good mood lasting a long time...

Ok. We had the barn Halloween party last night. I put all my stuff on did my hair and make up walk out, my MOTHER did not recognize me. This was most amusing. The same thing happened at the party. Some of the people liked it others didn’t. The fathers of younger girls were very afraid. Ali was jealous. I think I like this look. Expect it to stay ( Read more... )