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could pretend that Im asleep when

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AND ITS JUST LIKE YEAR 11, ALL OVER AGAIN

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I had the nicest night last night
and the funny thing is,
I didn't really do anything.
Tash's was strict on ID 
so after pubbing and coffee shopping I went on a walk.
I was going to the quad, but I was more just liking the walking.
But that gave me-
purpose, I suppose?
I walked from sloane square to victoria. Then I got a bus because I didn't know the way ( Read more... )

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I have 6 essays left to do for tommorrow
Maybe I will try and do 4
I dont know
I already did 2
I hate having plans to get your work out of the way
and then not doing anything
and then forgetting that you had anything to do
and then being sleepy and feeling sick and being bored of trying to define abnormality.
But I guess it is quite interesting to think ( Read more... )

The start of half term feels like such a long time ago
it is taking me ages to remember what I've actually been doing
But it's been fun yup
the frog
the park
wales
18ths
cornwall
fabric
eton
prezzo
etcetc

I feel like so much has changed over just two weeks
everything-wise
It's making me really like, 
hmm I wonder how much ELSE will change before the years up.
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I got that sunday feeling.

I swear it's just, Sundays.

Today I looked up from what I was doing ( Read more... )

I've been making so many post secrets
and once I've made them,
I really want to give them to someone.
But at the same time, I really don't.

I had fun last night.
There were so many little things that made me smile.
[Plus a big bit of wine]
I had the best nights sleep in as long as I can remember.
I liked being driven around by emily.
I loved the restaurant.
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sometimes I find that drinking makes people happy
sometimes you can still see all these horrble emotions behind the alcohol
the sadness that they are drinking away
and that makes me sad.
I hate seeing people who are old& lonely.
I hate people being extra "jolly", to make up for the everyone else.
I hate seeing someone trying to figure it out,
not ( Read more... )