K people this is the subject game ( Read more... )

where am I supposed to seach for this supposed soul i have? did i lose it at some point? if i already had one, then it shouldnt be that hard to find it, right? but what if i didnt have one. then i am looking for something i wouldnt recognize. i know i know. that's not what soul searching is... but. fuck. i know part of the reason i want to find ( Read more... )

alright i have a question: why do i suck so much ( Read more... )

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last night was my last night of freedom. and i spent it damn well. goddamned well. hung out with my ladies yesterday night for a bit, though mike never called sea shell about the party. oh well, i had much more fun anywho. me and jason went over to ty ty's house and got really drunk and really high. then rode the rapid ride at 130 am. good times. ( Read more... )

i dont get anything anymore. the only thing i seem to understand lately are: school and spank. everything else is just a blur. nothing else is that important to me. which is good, because being focused on school is always a good thing (speaking of school... i'll explain later). but there are more pressing matters that my wandering mind needs to ( Read more... )

not even one week in, i have worn out my welcome. i just cant get used to these rules. not used to someone else being in control of when i have to be home and whatnot. not used to the rules and regulations. and i never took the letter by my house. i am talking to my mother tomorrow and if it doesnt go well, i am sure i can crash at lacie's or ( Read more... )

yo yo yo. it's me. school starts technically today. but i am still awake. gonna smoke a bowl. of course. then go to sleep and think about you-dont-know-who. i dont want to go to school. work was really really hard today. but i made 70 bucks. that's cool. but i got my ass handed to me. i am gonna go smoke now, because yeah..... no real reason, ( Read more... )

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i left my house friday. i fucking ran away. my mom was making my life horrible, and running away was all i could do to keep me from offing myself. no worries, i am staying at melissa's house. of course. heehee. everything is good. my mom knows that i am safe and at missy's casa. missy's mom says i can stay as long as i need to. she's even giving me ( Read more... )