i'm hurting

and crying

and dying

my heart is breaking so much.

and i can't deal with it.

always look on the bright side of life
unwell

woot!

♥ i love you Maxy ♥

Name 20 people off the top of your head ( Read more... )

...........a new day

...........val dont worry

...........courtney i'm sorry

...........becca i don't know, i guess i was

...........i'm just trying to re-learn everything

...........how to breathe

...........how to walk

...........how to talk

...........and how to think

...........i love you all!!! thanks for your help

soo its the last day of summer and ( Read more... )

soooooooooo the other day was my birthday and ya it was my huge-antic-mumbus birthday sweet sixteen bashy ma-bobby- thingy-ma-jiggy, soooo ya i love you maxy, and i'm going to miss you while you are away...again...stop leaving you friggin bastard...and ohhh and

I LOVE YOU LARRY REST IN PEACE, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, LIKE AMY SAID, YOU HAVE ( Read more... )

I'm still in such denial, I just can not believe that he is gone, I just don't want to believe it though, I just want to....like go to class act, and just see him sitting there chewing his gum, with his you know black shirt, saying "and you are late because...?" ......

i love you larry

Yesterday...Larry Allen my hero, my....everything...passed away from stomach cancer. He is suffering no more, and he's in a better place, in that great big theater in the sky. I wrote him this letter only a few hours before he passed away, i wish that he would have been able to see it. I will miss him forever, I still can't believe it, its not fair ( Read more... )

i miss max terribly i'm going crazy i'm wigging out, i just don't know what to do, i'm bored, and there is nothing for me to do while he's gone at stupid friggin point x camp, and so far he's been gone for like 4 days i talked to him today for like friggin 5 mins, thats it, i'm going crazy not having him, here, its like not, right that he's not ( Read more... )