I'm kind of worn out from writing in my real journal, but I'll briefly write in this one. Tomorrow is my birthday I'm turning 17 finally! today I did a lot of reflecting about this year, and decided I didnt really like it but that I did learn a lot and changed a lot. I wrote a list of the many things that happened to me this year and it was kind of ( Read more... )

i finally cried today. it was amazing. i can't believe i went for almost 6 weeks without crying. that's a record for a girl my age. maybe i shouldn't be so thrilled that i cried but it just felt so good and i felt so relieved after. right now i am in a very reflective mood. i keep thinking and my thoughts are very clear but they don't really go ( Read more... )

it's weird coming back to this journal/ having the internet. i got so used to writing in my real journal with pencil and pen, not typing. it's also so lonely and empty feeling without the rest of the class being here all the time. i miss them. i want to be with people all the time now. i guess i'm cheating cause i live with margot and hannah came ( Read more... )

supposedly my computer is getting fixed within the next few days...but i dont know if i believe that. it's making me ANGRY. but since today is thursday and tomorrow means we're done, i am HAPPY.

hey, the play is actually done...it's kinda weird. that was a werid spring theatre experience, huh?

well, time to go play jeopardy. what fun!

right now i am at the senior dinner, hiding from the crowd with ali and margot, who are using the computers since we don't have the freakin internet,, still ( Read more... )

everything about this year sucks.

fuck it all.

Dear Diary ( Read more... )

that's right guys, it's 4:30 and i've been home for 3 hours. i got 3 hours of sleep and i feel stoned. tomorrow is thursday, which means after that we have a long weekend. amaaaazing, huh ( Read more... )

ok by private lol i meant a select few can read it.
tell me if you want to be one of them.
slash tell me how to make it private.
i might go back to being friends only but just for a while i need it to be private.

Today i got out of yoga ( Read more... )