my life is hectic right now! everything like always a big mess. i feel patrayed and alone by almost everyone ive been dealing with every problem that comes my way for a long time by myself now youd think that id be used to it but still itd be great just to have someone to lean on and that would tell me that everything was okay. my mom got outta the ( Read more... )

today at about 10 15 my moms was feeling very sick she asked me to drive her to the ER i was like im not sure im ready to go out onto the main roads yet being the driver so i called up my neigbor across the street and asked her to give us ride we arrived at percisley 10 31 where me and my mother waited while she was in excrusiating p ain in the ( Read more... )

After all the information i looked up on turtles and all the money i spent on getting oswald a cage and all the times i thought he was dead and cried about it he really is dead i tried to wake him up like i always do to reassure myself hes still alive and no response i wonder if those worms fucked him up i dont know what it is but it was me and ( Read more... )

im sucha bad judge of charcter really im am i always think that theres that slight chance that im going to be able to chill with keysha but everytime im with her she makes me feel dumb as shit she thinks she can call all the shots and shes the smartest bitch out there but ive got ideas too that go unheard you have no idea how mad i am at you and z ( Read more... )

i hate guys so much its like are incapable of respect but right now i feel violated really violated and i felt it was time to share the harrasment issue with my mother im so scared this is going to turn into something i fear so much everyones going to hate me its my fault maybe the comments would've just stopped if i had just ignored them but why ( Read more... )

today i went out with talia (my new friend0 to take pictures shes so great she made me laugh so hard today im glad i finally found another friend because now i have two friends and they seem like they are here to stay so thats good talia if you read this which you probally will im glad i stopped being sucha a coldhearted bitch to you your number ( Read more... )

today was a blast me vickie and talia all hung out we didnt do much of anything but we all chilled and we all had fun talia and vickie are funny as shit when we watched the lizzie maguire movie talia sung to me and vickie was so lost it was hillarious vickie kept making us rewind it and i was like vick the movie isnt that great lol but anyways that ( Read more... )

i know why im so convinced all guys are out to get me because i let them hurt me so much in the past im so afraid for a new relationship i dont think im strong enough to deal with another relationship im way to paranoid ( Read more... )

good morning america! glad you woke up hopefully you can have a much better day then im having already went to bed depressed woke up depressed soon ill have to go to work and be even more depressed because i hate it right now yesterday all like 2 of the guys that went to middle school came in with two guys ive never seen before one of them stayed ( Read more... )

today i went to work at one o clock my job sucks and i hate it they over work me and underpay me i got them to let me off at five so i could go to my little brothers birthday party i guess it was okay vickie was with me so it made everything okay but david showed up outta no where and gave my little brother ten dollars for his birthday which was ( Read more... )